Mika Fanfictions

Mika crashed onto his bed with a loud thud, letting out a deep breath as he remembered Friday’s events. It was Saturday evening, he had just gotten back from shopping with his mother, which was kind of a drag.

“How about this shirt hun?” She would ask him, holding up a bright yellow and orange collored white pollo shirt.

“Uh mum I don’t really want any new clothes…” Mika would moan and she would tut away as she threw the clothing into the basket anyway.

Mika looked at his smartphone - still no texts from Ariana. What was that rule again, about messaging? He didn’t know or remember but he wanted to message her. But fear took over him, like a smoke storm cowering over a small town ready to set down a huge set of hail. He sighed and rolled over, facing his wall and closed his eyes but just as he did. His phone made a beep. He looked at it quickly but it was just his battery going flat.

“Fucking hell” He muttered to himself just as it beeped again. He rolled his eyes but this time he realised - there was a new text!

Hi Mika, I’m sorry I haven’t called or msged you I’ve been really nervous about what happened on friday. If you want, you can come over to mine tonight. I’ll be alone. My address is 24 Heritage Way.

Mika jumped off his bed and almost tripped over his loose shoes lying about. He shook his head with a light smile as he picked up a pair and put them on, then checked himself in the mirror before heading out the door, not even giving his mother a chance to ask him where he was off to.

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Mika flicked a thick curl out of his eyes and walked down the path towards Ariana’s street, following the directions of his smartphone which seemed to like yelling at him which way to go. He felt a little uncomfortable since it was already take but he shifted his arms into his pocket and walked the way, finally walking up the large hill and seeing a mailbox that said 24. He looked down at the house which was on a large steep dip and had a very big garage to the right. No cars were parked in the driveway. He pulled his phone of his pocket looked at the address one last time before taking a deep breath to knock. But Ariana opened the door before his fist hit the door.

“Hey, I’m glad you found your way here” She said smiling with dark purple lipstick on and her hair pulled into a ponytail. She opened the door for Mika to come in and he closed the door behind him.  The house was kinda dark, with a small set of stairs from the hallway down to the kitchen and loungeroom areas. She opened the fridge and pulled out a bottle of coconut juice, pouring two glasses and  handed him one.

“You’re not allergic to coconut are you?”

“No” Mika said with a nervous smile and took a sip. “Where are your parents?”

“Work conference for my Dad. Mum’s out….somewhere. Oh yeah, some left over paper work. So it’s just me and you” She giggled as she sat up on the kitchen bench and swung her legs. She was wearing knee high stripped socks and a puffy white and red spotted dress. Eccentric.

Mika shifted his body shyly and realised Ariana was starring at him.

“What?” He asked with a smirk.
“Nothing.” She said, looking away but then turning back. “I was just thinking how good you tasted”

Mika could feel his face get hot and he swore he almost dropped his glass. He put it on the bench next to her as she swung her legs again, smiling at him with a cheeky look in her eyes.

“I-I” Mika started to say but he lost his words. He took a deep breath.
“I’m really fucking nervous right now” He blurted and looked at her in the eyes.

Ariana jumped off the bench and grabbed Mika’s collar.
“Don’t be. It’s just me” She said as she kissed him softly on the lips and pressed herself close to him. He could feel his heart racing as she moved her hands across his stomach, fingering at his belt buckle. He pulled back, looking at her whilst breathing heavy.

Mika couldn’t say anything.

She grabbed his hand and pulled him down to the lounge room, onto the leather loungeset and pushed him of, jumping on top of him. The top of her dress hung in his face, revealing some cleavage as Mika swallowed, he could feel himself getting hard. She undid the bow at the back of her dress and started pulled it off. She looked at him with blushed cheeks and a shy smile standing in white laced underwear and bra. Mika forgot how heavy he was breathing and realised he must have sounded horrible.

“I’m sorry for breathing so loud” He said inbetween Ariana kissing him.

“Mika, you’re so cute when you breath heavy.” Mika kissed her back hard and put his hand on her breast. She stood up straight and Mika looked at her with innocent eyes.

“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to I thought you wanted me to-” She put a finger on his lips.

“Shhh, I’ve just never had anyone touch me before. I was just surprised at how…..good it felt.” She kissed him again and pulled his hand back to her breast. Mika gripped them and kissed back, pulling her waist into his and he swore now she had to have felt his raging hard boner. She smiled at him, all her lipstick now gone and probably all over Mika and undid his belt. Mika took off his shirt, revealing his chest that was sprayed with curly hairs everywhere but mostly in the snailtrail. She giggled lightly a she brushed her fingers over them and made Mika shiver. She undid his zipper and moved her hand inside, his penis jumped a bit from the touch and Ariana laughed nervously.

“I’ve never seen a penis before” She said putting her hands into his undies.

“Me either” Mika said. “I mean other than mine you know” She started laughing.

“You’re funny” She said as she released his throbbing member. It pulsed a little, showing off the veins running up the foreskin. She looked at him with a cheeky but shy smile yet again. Mika was blushing but smiling back, just as Ariana stroked it and Mika breathed heavily. She took her fingers around it and slowly moved up and down, making Mika let out a slight moan. She smugged slightly as she grabbed Mika’s hand and directed him to her panties. He felt they were damp and this made his tummy flutter. As Ariana wanked him, he put his fingers into her panties feeling her warm dewy flesh. He rubbed her slit slowly, not sure if he was doing it right but it was making it more moist. Ariana made a face of pleasure as she sat on top of Mika and looked at him as she grabbed his penis, directing it towards her vagina. Mika grabbed her wrists, helping balance as she down onto it. She winced a little, letting out a short cry before settling.

“Are you okay?” Mika asked with concern.

“Yeah… I just um, lost my virginity.” Ariana said with a little bit of sarcasm. Mika smiled and motioned if it was okay if shifted potions. He rolled them over, with himself still inside her and began to slowly thrust. Ariana let out a short moan which seemed to be enjoying so it began to get faster and faster. He could feel her vagina relax and the moisture flow through, coating his member and allowing for no friction. He started to gain pass, feeling the sweat form on his forehead as Ariana started to moan like a song in rhythm of his thrusts. Mika felt a familiar build up in his tummy and gripped her wrists as he released and almost fell on top of her from the pleasure, letting out a high pitched moan. She laughed a little and patted his back.

“I’m sorry I was so ummm like fast” Mika said inbetween breaths with his curls loose from the sweat.

“It’s okay” Ariana said kissing him on the nose.

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The alarm rang sharply into Mika’s ears as he slammed his hand down on the button. Groaning he threw the covers off and lied there in a moment in just his boxers and a singlet. Fucking school he thought to himself as he shot up out of bed, rubbing his eyes as he stumbled his way down stairs to the kitchen.

“Morning” His mother’s voice ringed with a thick Lebanese accent.

“Morning” Mika said with another groan as he opened the cupboard but shot it quickly and walked over to the fridge. He picked up the carton of milk and drank from it, his mother tutted.

“Do you want me to make you something?” She questioned him, her hands on her hips. He shook his head as he wiped his chin and closed the fridge but walked into his sister Yasmine. She gave him a silly face and Mika poked out his tongue before going back up stairs to brush his teeth.

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Mika arrived early, looking at the school with dismay. The kids were chattering amoungst themselves, about bands, music and probably sex. He sighed deeply and found his locker, taking out a textbook but when he shut it, Ariana was there with a bright smile. Shocked by her sudden appearance Mika blinked his eyes widely.

“Hey Mika!” Ariana said with a massive cheer in her voice.

“Hey” Mika mimicked back at her. He almost felt a smile forming at his lips just as the bell rang. “Um I have English now, what do you have?” Ariana asked, just as a group of boys walked past giving Mika a dirty look.

“English as well…” Mika said, trying to hide the fact he felt a little uncomfortable. “I have Mr Bowin.”

Ariana quickly flipped through her papers that she was carrying.

“Hey I have him too, so this way right?” She asked as she pointed down the left of the hall. They both headed into the room, where Mika took a seat up front and Ariana took one next to him to his right. She smiled sweetly at him and he felt kind of warm - but weary.

The teacher walked in just as the rest of the class paraded in, the laughter and throwing of paper started instantly as they got in and made their way to their seats. Russel made his way towards a seat behind Mika, with a menacing smile across his face. He was quickly followed by Jesse seated directly behind Ariana. The class began by the teacher handing out everyone their reading material and the teacher starting the first chapter.

Mika wasn’t sure how many times he zoned out from his talking but every time he came back, he had no idea what the teacher was up to. He shifted in his head, eyeing Ariana who was surprisingly alert and listening. The chuckles behind him were getting louder just as a kick went into the back of his seat. The teacher didn’t look up from his book, his loud monotone voice sending practically everyone to a nice slumber of pure boredom. Kick again. Then again. Next a paper plane flew on Mika’s desk.

“Ahem, Russel pay attention” The teacher said as he cleared his throat.

“Yes sir” Russel said smugly.

Mika looked at the paper plane and fiddled with it, realising there was some writing inside it. He opened it and saw the word “FAG” written in horrible hand writing. He looked away, annoyed that his eyes were watering at it. It was just a word. Ariana took notice, her eyes filled with concern and confusion. She tapped Mika’s hand and whispered to him, asking what was wrong. He quickly showed her the paper and Ariana’s eyes filled with anguish. She turned to the boys laughing with a fierce look just as the bell rang and everyone jumped up. 

“Do you really have to be so immature?” Ariana piped up at Russel just as  he was leaving his desk.

“What?” He said, pretending to be confused. She rolled her eyes. Mika was still upset, slowly moving his junk into his bag.

“You don’t have a right to treat people badly” She said with a low tone.

Russel moved over to her, Jesse following. The teacher had blindly already left the class room.

“What you gonna do, girl?” He sniggered.

In that last breath he made, she striked him with her fist. He looked at him with an even menacing look as Russel looked at her in rage just as Jesse came up and grabbed her wrists from behind. Russel cupped Ariana’s face, smiling.

“Leave her alone you idiot!” Mika shouted as he hit Russel over the head with a book.

“Argh what the fuck!” Russel shouted. Ariana quickly ran out of Jesse’s grip and grabbed Mika and they both ran out. Mika gripped her wrist tight.

“We better get out of here, fast. They will fucking kill us both. They don’t care about you being a girl. His brother gave me me hell last year.” Mika said huffing and puffing. They both sent posters flying as they ran around the corners of the school and Ariana opened the girl’s toilet and shoved them both into a cubicle. She started trying to catch her breath as she held Mika’s hand tight. They both waited as they caught their breath and listened, hoping they hadn’t thought of looking there. There was a light silence besides the dripping of a tap. Mika sighed, looking at Ariana.

“You didn’t have to do that for me” He said looking down. “But thank-you.”

Ariana gripped his hand tighter, even though it was clammy from them running.

“I transferred to this school cause I got bullied at my first. I know what’s like” She said with a smile as she rubbed his hand. Without thinking, Mika pulled her in and hugged her heaps tight. He hated people but he didn’t hate her. She was nice, she wasn’t like them bullies who made him feel so bad he tried to commit suicide.

Mika bend down to her height, his hands on her shoulders so he could look her in the eyes as he said : “I tried to kill myself last year because of the bullying but if anyone has bullied you, I want you to know I will protect you.” Tears welled up in Ariana’s eyes as she grabbed Mika and kissed him hard. He didn’t even close his eyes because he was shocked but he didn’t pull away.

“Sorry” She said as she broke away.

Mika moved closer to her, “Don’t be sorry” he said softly down her neck as he kissed her again, this time more passionately.

A year off from school seemed to make the place look almost completely foreign to Mika. The way the lockers doors clanged as the kids speed past, talking amongst themselves, not really paying attention to their next classes but Mika, he was too consumed within himself. Returning to school, having to repeat year 10 made him more than well uncomfortable. He felt like he stood out of the crowd - and he did. With his overly tall stature and lanky frame, he looked some what like a character from a cartoon. He sighed heavily as he flicked a brown curl from his face. With big brown eyes watching anyone who would pick him as their target today. Carrying his books to his first class of the year was a little daunting, even if everyone was too busy excited about seeing their friends after the Christmas break. He sat down in the front row of his first class, just as the bell rang and the teenagers poured in. He instantly looked down at his book, scribbling on his papers attempting to draw as little attention to himself as possible.

“What’s your problem?” A guy with his hair slicked in an up do questioned Mika. He paused maybe a little too long before answering but social skills seemed to be lacking after all time.

“Nothing” Mika said back, not lifting his eyes off his paper. The guy sniggered, smacking Mika’s desk firmly. Mika’s eyes shot up towards him, looking at him with a slight amount of fright, despite his own size being much taller but width, maybe not so much.

“Aren’t you the kid who went to the mental hospital?” He laughed, high fiving the guy behind him with blonde hair and green eyes.

“I might be” Mika said softly, rolling his eyes. He hated how rumours spread so easily, even if they were true. It pissed him off more so that his parents didn’t fucking let him change high schools after the incident. Why must he return to the one place that shook him up so much to whine up in a place like a hospital for crazies?

“It’s Mike right?” He said with a menacing smile.

“Mika”

“Ohhh right, you’re the mental case with the girl’s name. I remember you, didn’t my brother beat you up?”

Just before Mika could answer or perhaps choke on the lump forming in his throat the teacher walked in, flicking her red heels and dropped her papers on the desk. The lesson will begin now, I suppose Mika thought to himself. He tucked away his scribble paper and opened his book to begin but his mind was far too occupied by the stupid kids questions. He was most likely only 17 at the most but Mika felt like he could still be a bully to him.

“Russel” The teacher warned at the updo guy. “I suppose you know the answer then, since you’re busy talking now?”

Ahhh, the kids name. Mika knew that would come in handy - in avoiding him.

“No Miss, I was asking Jesse for help” He said high fiving the blonde kid. How many times do idiots want to high five a day?

“I’m sure you were mmm” the teacher remarked with sarcasm.

Mika shifted in his seat, the day was a drag. The smell of the class room reminded him too well of tales of horror, with the thin walls covered in dull cream paint that was slowly peeling and the brown underlayer was visible, the place looked like a dump. Posters of class rules splashed with red cordial and god-knows-what-else hung fraily on the walls with rusty pins. The teenagers could only make the same sounds they always did, the clicking of hidden phones texting and chatter amongst nosey gossipers. Mika felt far too superior compared to these fools but at the same time, he feared them and envied their ability to function. He wondered what was even the skills they processed to go on everyday, acting like dim witted dickheads and still stay smiling while he felt like he was rotting away in his own room each night.

Recess break was probably the only time Mika felt okay. The kids didn’t really seem to bother him unless he was out of his seat in the cafeteria. They were too busy about who was sitting in the cool table, the goth table or the nerd table. Mika? He sat on his own table, the one with the wonky opposite seat, no one ever bothered him there. Each kid was lined up the moment the hall of the cafeteria was opened, with their royal blue trays and their appetites for nothing but shit, he looked past the food offered and chucked his tray on the cleaning pile, sitting down in his wonky table. He couldn’t be fucked with eating today. He pulled out his scribble paper and doodled a bit, losing himself in his thoughts.

“What you drawing?” A voice interrupted him. A petite girl with a brunette pony tail stood before him in a puffy dress. He hadn’t seen her before, maybe she was a transfer.

“Uhm” He said, clearing his throat “Just nothing really.” She looked at Mika with curious eyes and sat down, the seat wobbled underneath her and she made a puzzled look.

“That seat’s broken, I wouldn’t sit there” Mika sat, not eyeing the girl.

“It’s okay, I think I can handle it. Why aren’t you eating lunch? It looks like you could afford it” She said with a smirk as she took her sandwich out of her bag. “I hate the cafeteria food here, it stinks.”

Mika looked up at her, starring at her and trying to figure her out. She had full lips smeared some kind of cherry coloured gloss and long dark lashes. She was actually very pretty, was this some kind of joke? What was she doing here.

“Hellooo?” She said, waving her hand infront of him. She smiled awkwardly but also, it was cute.

“Do I know you?” was all Mika could muscle up to say.

“Nope, I’m new. I moved here in the holidays and now I go to this school. Oh I’m Ariana by the way.”

She spoke so soft with a high pitched squeak ring to it. Mika paused maybe a bit too long, her eyebrow was starting to arch.

“I’m Mika.” He said softly, stretching out his hand to shake. She shaked it, looking at him like he was a bit strange. You don’t shake hands with people at school idiot he thought to himself.

“That’s a weird name”

“So is Ariana” Mika shot back quickly, whilst looking at her eyes for signs of hurt. “Actually it’s not, you’re right my name is weird sorry.”

“I didn’t mean it in a nasty way, I was just making small talk. How come you sit alone?” She said, cocking her head to the left.

“Because I’m the mental case with a chick’s name” Mika said with monotone. Her eyes showed she was confused but also curious. She looked away then sighed.

“Well, I think it’s cool”.

Wait what. Mika looked up, piercing his eyes into hers. Cool? No one had ever refereed that word to him, not even close. Unless it had the word ‘not’ before it.

“Thanks” He mumbled.

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That night, Mika was laying on his bed starring at the ceiling thinking of his day. It was the first time he was actually curious about going to school the next day, hoping secretly that Ariana would sit with him again at recess. But a part of him was telling himself she would be told that he’s a freak and make new, cooler and popular friends. He sat up and looked at his computer screen. He got on it and looked up her name on facebook. He felt a little weird, stalking her at first but he found her pretty quickly. Now was the hard part; did he send a friend request. He shook his head and leaving the computer on as he jumped into bed, kicking off his pants and socks as he slowly fell asleep. A thought was floating in his mind about the past bullying that drove him to a suicide attempt, flashes of his episode of deep wrist cutting came as he tossed and turned. Was this really fair, at all?

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Nevermind, did it now. (Okay so, it’s been a while since I read Part 3, and I believe I left off at the proposal)

    “PART 4:

            Mika picked me up and spun me around, I looked down at him and he looked up and me. I couldn’t feel any happier I think. I mean im pretty fucking happy when I eat Chimichangas and that’s the happiest I would ever be until I ate another one. Mika let me down and ran his hand through his now-dry hair. He looked to the ground, and since I’m like 5’9” and He’s taller I could see his face. His face looked as if he’d just made a horrid, horrid mistake. And I thought to myself  “Did the man of my dreams just propose on accident and not even mean it?”

“So. Are you just gonna sit there and call it quits now? Now that you realized you proposed to me only after like… 2 days?” I asked him, kind of tearing up, my voice rickety.

            “Wha-?”

            “I understand, Mika, but I mean really… h-h-how do you not have control over asking a question like that?! Y-you look like you just had a fucking demon expelled from your body and realized what a…what a fuck up it did, and…and then you think you actually did all of it.” I said, looking up at him, staring at him, voice still rickety and trying to hold back my tears. “You just don’t do that, man.”  Mika looked at me confused, but still had that look on his face. But I could tell he was about to say sorry.

            “So.” I said, looking him dead the eye. “What now?”

No answer.     

“Great. Thanks, ass hole.” I held back my tears, stood up straight, looked at him one last time, and turned around for the door.

            Mika’s face was of that of “Oh fuck, what just happened?!” As I turned to the door and let the waterworks just flood out. I cried, I cried hard. I went to the kitchen and I threw the tea kettle on the stove at the door where I saw Mika trying to come through. I sunk down next to the cabinets, and put my head down on my knees, and put my hands to the back of my neck. Basically the thing you do when you sit under a doorway in an earthquake. My anxiety counselor told me to do this whenever I get an attack like this, it does help. But I don’t know about right now.

            He got through the door and he started walking up next to me. I didn’t budge.

            “I didn’t regret asking you, Kear.” Mika whispered, sitting down next to me. “But now I’m thinking twice since that kettle hit my shoulder.” He laughed.

            “Then why did you have that look on your face…?” I said looking up at him, exposing my red and mildly swollen eyes.

            “I’m supposed to tell my mom first before I plan on proposing to anybody.”

            “Oh.” I looked at him, feeling guilty as fuck, now that I literally hurt him for no reason.

            ‘It’s no big deal,” He whispered, bringing me into his arms and comforting me. “Guess I can endure the little fit she’ll have now that I experienced you.”

            “You’re such a butt.’ I said laughing and then kissing him.

            “I know.”

            For some reason, I started feeling light headed. Like I was going to black out. And then it hit me….I forgot to take my epilepsy pills this morning.

I started shaking, and Mika noticed. I felt like such a dumbass, I always have a seizure after an anxiety attack if I don’t take my pills.

I couldn’t hear Mika very well but I think he said; “Are you- ARE YOU HAVING A SEIZURE?!”

“Abou-abou-about to ha-ha-have a sei-sei-seizur-re!” I called out; “H-HOSPITA-TAL!!!”

And then…. It went black. The fading out of my vision was scary, I couldn’t even tell what was happening, was I kicking punching? What is going on? I can’t see, hear, or feel anything!

            A few seconds later, I couldn’t even think.

                                                            …………….

            I woke up in a hospital, all these people crowded around me. But all I could think of was Mika. I saw my sister, brother, grandparents, scrubs and white coats, but not Mika?

            “Well it’s about time!” A scruffy old doctor said in his elderly man-voice. “We thought this may have been your last seizure!”

            “Where’s the guy that brought me here?” I asked.

            “What guy?” My brother asked me; “I brought you here?”

            “No, it wasn’t you, dumbass…It was this guy Mika.Tall, dark curly brown hair, brown eyes? Looks half Lebanese? See him anywhere?”

            “Kear…” The doctor took off his glasses and rubbed his eyes. “I think you may have experienced a prolong hallucination before your seizure. You were sleeping when you started seizing and-;”

“And I came by to get something and I heard you seizing in your room.” My brother said.

 The doctor looked at me, heart-wrenchingly and said;

 “Everything you have memory of, that you think may have happened… It didn’t.” He caressed my head and tucked hair behind my ear.

“You were dreaming.”

-FIN-

There were four parts to this story, and now it’s done. I’ll get started on part two of The Magic Of Lost Luggage now.

There’s an awesome Mika fanfiction over here at: http://nouvellechansonpouremily.tumblr.com

PLEASE CHECK IT OUT c:

I had left the blinds open. The sun enter through them and flashed in my closed eyes. I woke up to Mika’s face next to mine, to his curls all tangled up above the pillow, to the memories of the terrible mistake we had both made. And still, I didn’t want him to tell him to go, because a part of me had wanted this long time ago. Do you know what it feels like to fancy something so prohibited?

He opened his big brown eyes and smiled to me be. How could he be so relaxed?

”Hi” I said.

”Good morning, precious” he replied.

He must not have remember the night before. He was dead drunk, how could he? But he was such a good actor in pretending he did.

I heard the main door’s doorknob turn, and I jumped. 

”Who’s that?” Mika answered, sitting on the bed like me.

”Probably my aunt. She doesn’t know you’re here, oh my god.” I buried my face in my hands, ”Wait! We better hide you!” I said while I jumped out of the bed, and  realized I was still naked, but I was more worried about my aunt finding Mika there.

I pushed him into the bathroom and I locked us both inside. It was weird having him so close and naked on the daylight. I guess what’s so simple in the moonlight by the morning seems insane.  I wet my hair, grabbed a towel and wrapped it around me.

”Don’t come out. Don’t make any noise” I said putting a finger on his lips.

I went out the bathroom and hope my aunt would buy the whole ”I was taking a shower” thing. But when I opened the door, to my surprise it wasn’t my aunt, it was an old friend of hers who I’d known since I was little; and there I was, with nothing but a towel on.

”Hi, Stephanie…” he tried to look away from me. ”You’re so…big, I mean, you’ve grown so much, I mean, kids grow up, right?”

”Yeah yeah I get what you’re saying” I didn’t know whether to feel ashamed or laugh at his reaction.

”Well Clara sent me here to tell you that she’s staying a few days more at that thing and huh…she sent this and…it’s breakfast”

”Oh, ok John thanks”

”I should go now. Bye” and he went trough the door.

I started laughing hysterically and went back to the room to find Mika standing up naked in the middle of the room.

”What are you doing? I told you to stay in the bathroom! What if it turned out to be my aunt and she found you here naked in the middle of the room?”

”Well good it wasn’t” how could he be so calm?

”You see? My aunt trusted me and I am welcoming her with a 29-year-old guy naked in her bed!” and I threw myself to the bed almost in tears. Mika laid down next to me and hugged me. At this point I didn’t know whether to reject him or cry in his arms.

”What worries you?” he whispered, while putting a lock of hair behind my ear.

”This is so wrong… Mika you’re 12 years older than me and…if someone finds out about this you could go to jail…”

”But did it felt wrong yesterday?”

I shook my head.

”Then I guess it’s not. Do not let society dictate who you’re allowed to love and who you aren’t” He lifted up my chin and kissed me sweetly, like draining all worries from me. I took off the towel and tossed it on the floor; now it was just us, naked, hugging and kissing. It was lovely. 

We were having a great sweet time until he decided to take it further. What a surprise. He ran a finger through my spine, sending electricity all over my body, and tangled his feet with mine, while hugging and kissing me harder every time. We rolled and I sat on his lap, and slowly felt a boner forming under me. But we’d already had sex yesterday, and it was plain daylight; so I got off the bed and knelt on the edge, between his legs.

”Oh yes” he whispered when he realized what I was about to do. 

I started stroking on him first slow, then hard, at the same time that I licked him all over. The best part of it was his face, he closed his eyes and half-opened his mouth, sometimes even bit his lip hard, moaning silently or with repressed moans, like the sound couldn’t come out of his throat. I felt his breathing getting faster and his hands clenching into fists. He sure was enjoying it. Finally, he came shouting a pair of ‘fucks’ and collapsing on the bed. I laid next to him, exhausted, but as soon as my back touched the bed, Mika grabbed my face violently and started kissing me like he had and urge. 

”Thank you” he whispered into kisses, ”that was the best one I’ve ever had”

”You deserve it” I said into his mouth.

”Well now it’s my turn. You don’t even know what I’m capable of doing to you”

-LadyJane

Today is the day he comes back home. It’s been 5 months since he’s touring, it’s been 5 months without him. I’ve cleaned his house and made a delicious dinner, his favorite, for when he comes home at 8. I asked him not to fire Ida, and he didn’t, under one condition; I would not tour with them anymore. ”I will miss you dearly, honey, but I just can’t risk you to another event like this” he had said.

It’s 8:30 already and I haven’t got news from him. I don’t know if he already landed, or if his flight was delayed, or whatsoever. 8:55 and I’m starting to worry. ”Must be his luggage or something” I tell myself.

9:30. I throw the ball to Melachi and she returns it to me- still no Mika.

 9:40 and I finally hear someone moving the door handle. He comes in in his dark coat and his perfect curls, pulling a bag behind him. I run to his arms and I take him by surprise kissing him as soon as he takes a small step into the house. He rounds me with his arms and I feel him smiling into his lips. The warmth of his breath, his arms and…has he always been this tall? 

I suddenly start to remember every detail of his face. His hazel eyes, his overbite, his thin lips, his perfect jaw line…God, how much I’ve missed him.  

”Hi” he says. Really? It’s been 5 months since I don’t see you and you say hi? He looks down at me and I smile. ”I’ve missed you so much”

”Me too” I say, kissing him shortly again.

”I guess we have a lot of things to talk abo-” and I kiss him to shut him up. Yes, I miss his voice but I missed more the physical contact. I’m not talking about sex (though sex is great too) but I’m talking about kisses, and his fingers down my cheeks, and leaning on his shoulder in the movies…that kind of physical contact.

”Well, I guess that talking will have to wait” he says between kisses. We stumble backwards to his bedroom . ”Wait did you made pasta?” he says with eyes widened at the sight of food. 

”Shut up” I say as I laugh and I pull his face back into mine. Melachi follows us trying to catch the attention of his long-absent owner, and almost makes us fall once. 

”Go away Mel” Mika says and makes us both giggle.

We finally get to his bedroom and he throws me into the bed, putting himself on top of me, between my legs. 

”Gosh It’s been so long” he says sighing. ”I missed this. I’m sorry if I do something wrong, you know, I haven’t got much practice in this 5 months…” he apologizes.

”Like you needed some” I say looking up at him, and he answers my lip-biting with a lustful smile, and puts his lips back into mine as he takes off his clothes and mines. He roams his hands over every inch of my shaking body, bites my neck and traces his tongue down my chest and body. His mouth finds its way to my clitoris and swirls, never breaking eye contact. I tangle my fingers in his curls and throw my head back with a moan.

-LadyJane

”Here’s the keys, there’s food in the fridge when you come home. Don’t make any mess and if you take a boy then don’t use my room” my aunt said.

”Omg Clara no! What kind of girl do you think I am, I’m only seventeen!” 

”I know sweetie, I was joking” 

That was the last conversation I had with my aunt before she dropped me in that London pub (I wasn’t alone, though, I had a few friends there with me. Do you think she’d let me go to a gig where there was going to be alcohol alone at midnight?). 

I still remember how much I had to convince my mother to let me go. After all, you don’t always get to see your icon every day, right? But still, she wouldn’t let me go because the gig wasn’t in our town and it was very late and blah blah blah. My mother is like that. Lucky for me, my aunt is the coolest person in the world. She lives in London and told my mother she’d look after me in the gig and then she’d take me to her house to sleep. Of course, we both knew it wasn’t true. She’d drop me off at the pub at midnight and then she’d go to this sort of ”retirement house” that is this small  hotel people go to meditate and relax and she would be there for the night. 

I found my friends on the bar as soon as I walked in to the pub. 

”Hey” I waved, and greeted the 3 of them. 

”We were looking for you, where have you been? You’re lucky to have such good friends to save you a spot”

”Oh yeah, don’t know what I’d do without my marvelous idiotic friends” I said sarcastically ”Thanks guys”

The man came out on the little stage and the gig started. While I tried to keep myself sober, Mika drank some more in between songs. He’s 29, he can do what he wants.

The gig ended an hour later and my friends and I went outside to get away from the drunk crowd. We talked a bit but had to leave shortly so I was left alone waiting for a cab in the cold night. Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder and for a second I thought someone was planning on murdering me until I heard a drunken voice saying ”It’s dangerous for a beautiful young lady to be alone at this hour”. Great. It was drunk Mika, trying to be flirty with me.

”Hey Mika, great gig” I said nervous. I mean it was Mika!

”Great f…ace. What’s your name, gorgeous?” 

”Stephanie, but just call me Steph” I said blushing. He was acting so stupid trying to be flirty and somehow it was very cute.

”You won’t believe this, that’s my favorite name!” let’s just remember that he was drunk and everything he said sounded ridiculous. ”So, want to come to my place?” 

”Hum…no thanks. It’s really late and I should go home” Actually I was dying to go with him, but I knew it was wrong in so many ways.

”Come on, it’ll be just a few hours”

”I really enjoyed the gig and meeting you but I’ve got to go” I said as a taxi pulled over next to us. I opened the door and I got in, and as I was telling the driver my aunt’s address Mika opened the door again and got into the car.

”If you won’t come, then I guess I’ll just go with you”

”Mika, what are you doing? I really need to go home, please”

”Yeah, it’s okay, let’s go home” he said relaxed.

”Lady, is this man coming with you?” the driver said. 

”Come on, I’ll pay the cab” Mika said and gave me one irresistible puppy dog eyes.

”Ugh, okay” I replied, and the man drove off.

On the way home, Mika closed the shade not letting the driver see us and placed a hand on my leg and started caressing it, and then proceeded to kiss me. I closed my mouth at the beginning but he wouldn’t stop so the best choice was to give up. His tongue going deep inside my mouth and his alcohol breath were overwhelming. As he got closer to me, my back fell against the window and he came more and more on top of me. He continued to kiss me harder while I rubbed my hand up and down his back.

Suddenly the car stopped and we separated from each other quickly, pretending nothing had happened. We got out of the car and Mika paid the driver.

We entered my aunt’s house and as soon as I closed the door Mika tried kissing me again but I didn’t let him. What we had done was already pretty bad and I wasn’t planning on continuing it. I think he understood this and so he backed away from me.

We went into the room my aunt had given me to sleep (which had a nice couch next to the bed) and I went into the bathroom to change to my pajamas. 

”Damn” I said, realizing I had only brought a long shirt, which ended just under my butt, to sleep. Realizing I had no other option, I went out like that. Mika was sitting on the bed looking sleepy, but he opened his eyes wide as soon as he saw me. He didn’t say a word, he just got up from the bed and went to the couch, taking his jacket off, trying to look away from me.

”You sleep on the couch” I said as I sat on the bed and slipped under the sheets. 

”Okay” he answered. ”And now that we’re all sleeping in our underwear..” he said and he removed his shirt and pants, staying only in a pair of tight Calvin Klein trousers, which revealed the hint of a boner forming.

”Hum. Okay” I said and I turned off the light. I didn’t wanted to know what I was capable of doing to him if I kept starring at him in his underwear. 

I couldn’t sleep, all my head was saying was ”Mika is sleeping next to you!”

10 minutes later, I felt Mika slipping into the bed and I turned around to face him. 

”What are you doing here? Go to the couch I-”

”Sh” he whispered and he got closer. So close I could feel his now rock-hard boner on my leg and his alcohol breath on my mouth. 

”I can’t sleep. I’ve been thinking about you”

”Yeah, I can feel that” I said, looking down at his boner.

He smiled and kissed me sweetly first, then passionate, holding the side of my head with one hand. I rolled on top of him under the sheets with my legs bent and spread each on one side of his body. With the other hand, I feel him slowly pulling my dress up, but not taking it off. I teased him by taking my dress off on top of him. I wasn’t wearing any bra so he caressed my breasts and then I leaned down to kiss him. Then I got up a little and closed my legs on one side of him to take his trousers off, revealing a bigger cock than I had imagined. H took off my panties quickly and I got back on the same position. We were now naked, my vagina was pressed against his lower stomach, right above his cock. I bent down and let Mika play with my breasts.His hand were wrapped around my ass as he kissed me. He worked his way down to my neck, giving me little kisses and hickies. He kissed my breasts fiercely but slowly, and then gets back to my lips. Then, out of surprise, while kissing me he picked up my bum and let my vagina slide into his manhood. I let out a high-pitched moan, and he just sighted and closed his eyes. Then he stood straight, stting on the bed, and I grabbed onto the headboard. I was staring to ride him, but he said ”Let me” and kissed me sweetly, smiling. Then he grabbed my hips with his man hands and pulled me up just a  little. He laid completely on the bed again, and started thrusting me using his hips, moving them up and down and in circles. He got faster, harder and better with every thrust, and moaned deeply while biting his lip, and he seemed to enjoy it even more when I moaned. I leaned back and placed my hands on each side of his legs, holding on to the sheets and twisting them in pleasure. I screamed his name as he hit my g-spot and we both came, and he just moaned repeatedly, which gradually became into a giggle.

I laid next to him and crossed my leg over his stomach, giving sweet kisses on his neck, but he just kept smiling. 

-LadyJane

Hm okay so after a lot I decided to go back to writing fanfics and yeah that’s the big announcement sorry for being an idiot

-LadyJane

(i wrote all See You Later Darlins parts fyi)

Ramsey was following the rest of the boys in Arsenal, the sweat on the back of his neck was bothering him the entire game. But that wasn’t the main thing on his mind, ever since the accident he hadn’t impressed anyone and today, he missed a goal just because of his fucking leg. Feeling utterly and completely down within himself, Aaron Ramsey centered himself away from the rest of the team. He didn’t bother with the talks and ethuism of today’s game. Sighing heavily, Aaron watched as the other boys cheered and walked out of the changerooms already, ready to celebrate he assumed. He sighed again, looking down at his shoes still on. Aaron cracked his neck to the left, he didn’t want to undress himself infront of the team, the saw on his leg bothered him too much still.

He starts to pull his shirt off, when he hears light foot steps behind him. He looks around to see a rather tall, lanky man, that was steaming, but also had a towel loosely wrapped around his hips.  Aaron noticed the man’s curly hair was dripping wet, the water drops dancing down through his equally curly chest hair. He felt eager and excitement but he didn’t want to show it. He slowly slipped off his pants but the dripping man caressed him from behind, using his thumbs to remove all his clothes. Aaron could feel something hard through the towel which made him turn around quickly, facing the tall handsome man. Slowly, he felt the touch of the man’s hands on his hips, his chest and finally soft kisses against his neck.Aaron could feel him breathing heavily onto his neck.

“I’ve missed you Mika” Aaron moaned just as he felt cold wet fingers on his manhood.
Mika smiled at him as he locked lips with him. Aaron could feel himself getting hard.

“I missed you more…” Mika breathed heavily as he pushed Aaron into one of the lockers, passionately kissing Aaron, with his tongue deep in his tasty mouth. Aaron could feel Mika hadn’t shaved this morning, it made him smile through his kiss. Mika broke the kiss quickly and moved down on his knees, looking up at Aaron with wide eyes that only spoke one thing.

Mika slowly caressed Aaron’s member, using his tongue to slowly lick the tip as Aaron let out soft moans of pleasure. Aaron moved his fingers slowly through Mika’s hair, fiddling with the curls that were starting to dry. Mika slowly took the whole thing into his mouth, sucking softly as he took it all into his mouth. Mika could feel Aaron’s dick get harder inside his mouth as a squirt of pre-cum came out. Mika took it out to smile up at his lover, Aaron blushed and pushed Mika’s head closer, Mika took it back in, sucking furiously, he could hear Ramsey moans getting louder, his thighs were clenching as he tightly gripped Mika’s hair. Mika pulled away, with a big smirk on his face.

“Uh uh, not just yet” Mika giggled as he got up and kissed Aaron again, pushing his own hard-on against Aaron’s freshly sucked dick.  Aaron shly moved his hands towards Mika’s raging boner where Mika’s eyes looked at him with plead to be touched. Aaron slowly tugged at Mika’s dick, the foreskin had already exposed Mika’s full manhood, pulsing with lust. Mika let out a short high pitched groan as he dragged his lover into the shower and turned on the steamy hot water. Aaron anxiously waited for the next installment from Mika, who picked up the soap, cocking his eyebrow as he lathered up Aaron’s body, washing him and caressing his body. He kissed every inch of body, making sure to brush his hands over the most sensitive areas. Mika let his tongue run over Aaron’s cum filled dick, tasting the scent of salt.  Mika slowly rinses the boy, moving his hands over him to remove the suds. He slowly lets his hands fall towards Aaron’s behind, massaging his butt-cheeks. Mika pushed his rock hard boner against his lover’s behind. Aaron cocked up his arse into the air, almost as if he wanted it. He wanted to thank Mika for being so kind to him, he turned around to face Mika and looked at him with loving, kind eyes and nodded.

Mika guided his manhood towards his lover’s cave. He slowly pushed it inside with care and let out a loud pleading moan. He reached around to feel Aaron’s boner and started wanking it, up and down as the water poured down their backs. Mika whispered in Ramsey’s ears “I’ll take it slow” as he started pumping his legs, thrusting slowly as he could feel the pleasure and blood rushing towards his sex stick.

Aaron took deep breaths as his lover slowly thrusted against his prostate, sending his dick into awes of pleasure. He pumped Aaron’s dick as he pressed his toned arse hard against Mika, begging for more. Mika quickened his pace, tightening his grip on Aaron’s dick. He breathed heavily down Aaron’s neck as Mika pushed himself deep inside, letting Aaron’s prostate be tickled to the max he could be tickled. He came all over Mika’s hand as Mika smiled, kissing Aaron’s back softly. He thrusted faster and closed his eyes before it was his turn. He stiffed his back as he let out a shriek and pulled out, just in time to let out his cum onto Aaron’s back. Ramsey turned back around, shortened of breath as he pulled Mika close to him and they put their lips on one another, caressing each other under the steam of the hot shower.

A/N: Ahh ok guys please dont laugh, this is a one shot, nothing bad in it sorry XD its sorta fluffy… uh well yeah I hope you enjoy it!

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I often wonder how I came to be here; the sun was bright and would heat up everything it touched yet the gentle breeze made it bearable. The grass we both lay on is warm underneath my hand that’s resting by my side, the other placed on my forehead as an attempt to block the sun from getting in my eyes so I can look at the fluffy white clouds that floated by. Sounds of birds chirping and trees swaying in the breeze was all that could be heard and I couldn’t help but smile to myself, this place was truly one of the best, quiet and relaxing, it’s no wonder he likes to come here on his day off. Though he hardly gets any, I’m glad he took the time today to be here with me, I turn my head to see him beside me with his arms resting under his head as a pillow the look on his face was pure bliss. His closed eyes, the small content smile that graced his face and his hair that sat perfectly with a few small curls here and there made my heart swell with adoration. I sigh with happiness and shuffle closer toward the perfect man next to me; he peeked at me with one eye and chuckled as I snuggled into him for warmth. My arm was lying loosely on his torso and head resting on his arm, I close my eyes and remembered the things we did before we came to nap on the grass.

 It was a simple picnic, we had lunch and played with bubbles, its childish I know though we both love them and the way they floated freely in the air we couldn’t help but want to pop them. There were a few incidents where the small bubbles would pop on his face; he’d blink a few times before realizing what had happened while I broke out in giggles. So he blew some in my face to be equal, and to be honest, the bubble mix really does hurt your eyes, it taste horrible as well, I’ll be sure to keep them away from my face next time. After a playful push he laid in the lush green grass and invited me to lie next to him with a pat on the ground, I complied and watched the clouds with him, after some pointless chatter we sat quiet. The silence was comforting though, we didn’t need to speak because everything felt right.  Though I couldn’t help but feel something nagging me at the back of my head. When I tried to think of what it was I couldn’t help but feel somewhat sad, so I tighten my hold on him just a little and open my eyes slightly. What’s wrong, what’s wrong, what’s wrong, something isn’t right but what, I look up to his face as he turned to look down at me. His hazel eyes shone brighter in the sunlight making it impossible for me to look at anything else, they held a question and I knew he didn’t want to speak to break the sweet silence around us. He must have realized I was feeling troubled by something but if I don’t even know what it is then what can I tell him. Instead I smile happily at him to let him know it was nothing and he smiled back before leaning in to give me a small kiss on the forehead, I waited in anticipation to feel his soft peachy lips yet I felt nothing. Confused I looked up to him again but he just held a smile, I smile weakly back at him.

Why couldn’t I feel his kiss just then?  I’m sure he leaned in for one. I blink twice before I look to his face again, maybe I’ll give him one this time, so I move closer to smooch his cheek and as I thought I didn’t feel it. Though he was smiling sweetly as if he did, I gently touched my lips to check if they still had feeling in them, yes I felt my fingers run across them. I tried again and again and again, trying to feel his skin yet I couldn’t, but he was chuckling at me as though I were joking with him but I was scared, confused. I sat up now and looked to my hands, they were fine, I touched the floor I could feel the warm grass, I touched my arms I felt my soft flesh, I touch my lips and felt softness. I turn my head toward the man now sitting up with me. I touch his arms and felt the muscular flesh, I touch his face and felt the small pricks of his stubble then I ran my fingers over his lips, I felt the softness of them. Even more confused I huffed and looked to the floor, am I going crazy? Just then my head was tilted up by his finger under my chin; we were now eye to eye. He leaned closer so I could feel his breath on my face, my skin tingled and chills ran down my spine. His eyes were half lidded making me copy them and a smirk decorated his face, it was as if everything around us had disappeared and I was sure our lips were inches apart which made me have the urge to close it already.

“Mika” I whispered, but just before I could lean in, his lips parted to speak.

“You’re only dreaming” he practically purred. It took me a while to process what he said to me, but I couldn’t of heard it right anyway. Did he just tell me I was dreaming? No, no I’m sure my ears didn’t hear that right.

“W-what?” I managed to say receiving a small laugh in response.

“You have to wake up now” he said again, wake up? What the hell is he talking about; maybe I’m not the only one who is crazy here. I raise an eyebrow but notice something strange, everything around us had in fact disappeared. I look around in disbelief and back to Mika who had an apologetic smile on his face. No, I close my eyes tight in hopes it’ll all come back, no it couldn’t be a dream, I felt it, I felt him, it must be real, and suddenly a hand grabbed my shoulder shaking me lightly.

“Do…W….ak….m….p….….wake..” I heard a faint mumbling and was sure it was Mika’s voice, maybe I was dreaming. I had probably fell asleep on his arm and he was trying to wake me now, but my eyes feel so heavy it was like I hadn’t sleep for nights. It must have been the bubble mix; never again will I get it in my eyes. As I slowly open my eyes I see white, white pillows and I was covered in a blanket. How long was I asleep for? Did Mika really carry me here; I guess I must have been pretty tired. The hand was still on my shoulder, I let a smile spread across my face as I turn to be greeted by… my mother?

“Finally you’re up, you’re gonna make us late” she said in a huff before turning to leave.

“What? Where is Mika, I was just with him” I say worriedly sitting up in bed. She looks at me before sighing.

“You were probably just dreaming…now hurry up and get out of bed” she said as she turned to leave.

“No! I was with him! I heard his voice he was trying to wake me-” before I could finish my sentence I felt a vibration and then the song ‘by the time’ begins to play, then it all dawned on me. I was in fact, only dreaming… I let out a loud groan as I slap my forehead and fell back on my pillow. I don’t want to get up today.

I was on the plane heading to England from America. It was a 12 hour trip. 

All i could think about was driving around London and all the other major cities.

20 minutes after take off, since it was going to be a long trip; i thought i might as well get out my laptop from my tote and continue on my novel.

I wrote and wrote and somehow this made my 12 hour trip turn into 3 hours. 

I was delighted with myself. i got through 3 new chapters in that long.

I decided to take a well deserved break and put my headphones in and closed my eyes. I needed my music to kill those last few hours out of excitement and impatience for England.

58 songs later, I open my eyes to the International Airport of London.

The Pilot spoke over the intercom;

“Ladies and Gentleman, welcome to London, England. I hope your flight was fantastic, thank you for boarding! Please grab your carry on’s and exit the plane as London awaits you! Once again, thank you for flying with us, we hope to see you again!”

I grabbed all my things and i hastily exited the plane. i took in the new air and I walked into Arrival.  And there I awaited my luggage.

I’ve been waiting for 15 minutes for my luggage with my headphones in again.

Many people have come and gone with their luggage as i stand here awkwardly. While standing there looking another direction for what seemed like another 30 minutes, a man accidentally nudges me while grabbing the rest of his luggage.

It quickly caught my attention and i took an earbud out. 

“Oh im sorry miss, i guess my bags hit you, sorry!” He said, in a very thick Southern American accent, almost the same as mine. 

“So you’re an Oklahoman too?! what are the odds!” I said laughing as i handed him another one of his bags.

“How’d ya guess?” he asked

“I’m from there too, i’d know a fellow Okie anywhere!” I said in my hick accent.

“Well, at least i’m not the only one, honey!” he said with a smile while shaking my hand goodbye.

“Ain’t that the truth!” i said, smiling back at my fellow Okie as he left.

It’s been maybe around 40 minutes now and still no luggage. There are little people in the area waiting for luggage and every new face leaves before me.

I get impatient and walk up to the Luggage desk and ask if it’s normal to wait this long for luggage.

“Is it normal to wait an hour before i see my bags?” i asked, not rudely but curiously, since i AM in a new culture.

“Oh well that actually happens more often than you’d think ma’am, sometimes the people working on getting the luggage in are working slowly to make sure your bags come to the right gates. Either that or your luggage got sent to the wrong gate which rarely happens. That usually happens when two planes come in around the same time and the workers accidentally think that plane is paired up with the opposite gate. But if your bags don’t come in during the next hour you can fill out this address sheet and when  we find your bags we can send them to you.” She informed me, while giving me a paper and a pen.

I sit on a bench next to the Luggage line and waited while listening to music and filled it out.

It’s been 30 minutes and there were few people coming in to get luggage now since it was 11:30 at night. 

I wait and wait, it’s now 12 in the morning and I see a tall man walk in to wait for his luggage. He comes to sit next to me and I look over.

It’s my favorite singer, Mika. 

I couldn’t help but cover my smile with my hand until it went away.

He never noticed me doing that because he was on his phone texting i think.

“You waiting for luggage too?” I casually asked.

“Yeah, haha;” He said in his british accent, looking up at me, smiling as if he were relieved that i probably didn’t know him because of my southern American accent. “You look really tired! how long have you been waiting here?” he asked me.

“almost 2 hours.” I said, looking at him with the classic “I Know Right?” American expression.

“God that sucks, that much time for luggage? that’s crazy!” He said amazed.

“Yeah, that lady said it happens often and she gave this to fill out if it’s not here in an hour, so.” i said with a shrug and looking back to the conveyor belt for any luggage.

“How long has it been?” he asked curiously.

“56 minutes.” i said looking back at him with a smile and droopy eyes.

“Damn, that blows.” he said, looking to the conveyor belt for any of his bags.

“Shit happens!”; I said, laughing and getting up to go turn in the paper, Mika watches and looks me in the eyes. “Well, I guess i ought to leave now, and give this to her. Bye Mika!”

I waved at him and saw the look on his face. He put his hand to his face and gave a smirk. He really thought i didn’t know him? what a fool.

I walked the short distance to the Support desk and turned in the paper.

“Sorry about your luggage ma’am.” The woman said.

“It’s okay, things happen!” i sign the paper and hand it to her.

I hear someone yell “WAIT!” behind me. It was Mika, He ran past the support desk with a small paper and planted it on the desk.

I guess it was his address.

“Hey! you’re leaving?” he asked, almost like he were confused.

“Yeah, i need to go check in to my hotel.” I said tiredly.

“Would you like to stay with me tonight instead?” He asked, with a hint of hope that i’ll agree.

“Oh no, i’ve already paid the hotel to keep my room reserved and they’re only keeping it until 2AM.” I said unsure of what i should do.

“Oh come on, It’s late, you don’t know the area and the crazies are out at this time. i’ll pay you back and then i’ll pay for your entire stay in a better Hotel.” He said insistingly.

“Well, one night wouldn’t hurt would it?”I said agreeing to it.

“Awesome.” he said, walking me to the car he’d rented from the airport to get home.

We get int the car and we drive off to his place. It’s been some minutes of silence.  maybe 15?

“So, you want a tour around Kensington?” he asked me, breaking the silence.

“Oh no, im getting to tired.” I said with a yawn.

“Alright then, i’ll show the places we have to drive through.” he said, looking over with a smile.

I laughed and smiled back. I looked out the window and i see a beautiful city as we enter Kensington. 

“My God, it’s very beautiful at night. How close does it come to Paris?” I asked jokingly.

“Not even a chance.” He said seriously.

“Oh my.” i said with surprise.

We finally arrive at his house. I can hear his pooch Mel barking at the door.

“Oh Mel must’ve missed me.” he said in a laugh while unlocking the door.”Oh, are you okay with dogs?” he asked looking at me with a face full of frightful seriousness.

“Mika please, im from Oklahoma. If i can put up with Bison crossing through town and ride a horse all day on my farm, im pretty sure i can tolerate a dog. Plus i have 3 dogs at home. so yes. im okay.

“Well… time to meet Mel than.” he said, pushing the door open as Mel jumps up on him greeting him with kisses. 

“Mel, say hi to….. oh my god i don’t know your name.” he said looking at me in fright while petting the dog.

“Oh! oh my god! my name is Kear!!!”I said, embarrassed that i never even told him my name.

“Okay, haha. Mel, say hello to Kear!” he said, lightly pushing her to me.

Mel sits before me and puts her paw on my foot. I lean down and put my hand out. Mel reaches up and puts her paw in my  hand and we shake.
“Well hello there Mel!” i greet her as i squat down her give her a good rub behind the ears.

 ”Shall I show you inside, Kear?” Mika asked, motioning his arm for me to go inside.

“But of course!” i say smiling, curtsying to him and walking inside.

We get inside and Mika turns on the lights and directs me to the kitchen.

“Would you like some tea?” He asked me.

“Sure!” i said, with a faint yawn.

“Oh you’re tired aren’t you.” he said.

“Yeah, 12 hour flights plus being up a previous 8 and now another 2 is enough!” i said tiredly while rubbing my eyes.

“22 hours, damn! let me show you to your room!” he said, dropping the tea kettle and  walking toward a hall. 

I followed him down the hall a few feet and he opened the door for me to go in. I turned on the lights and i see this artsy-fartsy room with a hint of fanciness. I saw the bed and immediately ran and flopped on it.

“This room.. it’s so cool. i love it.”I said in a straight line.

“Well;” he said, flopping onto the bed and laying next to me, “It is my house after all.” He said looking at me with a smile.

“True it is!” i said. “The ceiling is very nice too!”

“Thank you! i painted it!”  he said, once again thanking me for the compliments.

“Okay, well i can see you’re tired. I guess i’ll go to my room and let you sleep.” He said, hopping up from the bed.

“Yeah, i am. Thanks for letting me stay tonight, Mika.” I said, sitting up and shaking hands and exchanging smiles and goodnights.

Mika leaves the room and a few minutes later i get undressed and head into the shower. I get all clean, get my pj’s on and hop into bed.

I wake up some 9 hours later to the sound of a piano. 

Surely it was Mika writing a new song. I get out of bed and put on a robe for warmth,

I walk down the hall and turn the corner into his living room. Mika was sitting there coming up with tunes and melodies. I watch him for a few seconds and he pauses to think.

“Sounds great!” i said, leaning on the wall and smiling at him with my bed head. He looks over to me in a surprise. As if he thought no one was listening.

“Oh, did i wake you? i didn’t know you were listening!” He said.

“Oh Mika… please, im always listening to your music!” i said, in a clever tone.

“Care to join me?” he asked, patting his hand on the piano stool to sit.

I sit down and he starts playing gain. Im hearing all of these angelic tunes and i can’t help but smile. He looks over at me while i watch his hands perform.

“What do you think?” Mika asks, in hope of a compliment.

“This is gonna be a huge hit, i know it.” i said, looking up at him seriously.

“So, would you like some breakfast?” he asks me with a half smile and a look of what looked like lust.

“God yes please.” i say lustily for the thought of food.

“Coming right up!”; Mika said; “I’ll meet you in your room.”

We get up from the stool and we go our separate ways for brief minutes.

 I get out my laptop out of it’s tote and I climb back in bed.

I start working on my novel again for another 30 minutes and Mika walks in with a bed tray of pancakes.

“Whatcha doing?” He asks me as he puts the tray on the bed.

“Oh im a writer, im working on my new novel. Just finished my 6th chapter.” I said, glancing up at him anf back down to the screen.

“Oh really? that’s cool can i read some?” He asked excitingly while sitting on the bed with me.

“No, i don’t want to ruin it for you.” I said winking at him.

“Come on, please? I love reading early works!” He begged.

“Well….okay.” I said, handing him the laptop.

around 10 minutes have passed and he finished the first 2 chapters. He reads pretty fast for a dyslexic.

“This is fucking amazing.” He says looking up at me and giving the laptop back.

“Thanks!” i said.

“You like those dark stories hmm?”  He says, while eating.

“Yeah, it’s my favorite genre.” i say before eating another piece of pancake.

“I loved it, it’s amazing how much darkness you can pull out of your own mind.” He said looking down at his plate to get another piece.

“Especially when you’ve been through a lot of shit.” I said looking down at my food and giving a shrug.

“I agree, dark times call for dark stories.” He says looking at me.

I finish eating and get back to writing. I manage to pull another 6 paragraphs out of me before Mika spoke.

“You need to stop writing and have some fun!” He says, scooting closer to me to read what i’ve written further.

I look up at him take off my glasses.

“What kind of fun?” I asked.

“Good fun.” Mika says, leaning further into me slowly, intimately smiling and grabbing me by the back of my neck while kissing me.

i tense up a little because of the surprise.

Mika stops the kiss and says “Oh im sorry, i shouldn’t have done that.”

“No it’s okay;” i said, “I liked it.”

I grab him the same way he grabbed me and i start kissing him back and he pushed me down onto the bed with him on top of me. Mika began running his hands up and down my body. Every second got hotter and more passionate. Mika started to take my shirt off and then had it on the floor. I did the same to him. We took turns taking each others pj’s off and in seconds we were completely naked. Skin against skin. But my legs are still closed. I started to tug at his hair while he came below my jaw to kiss my neck and then further down to my chest. He came back up to my lips and we started another make out session.

By this time he was already breathless.

“We can stop if you want.” Mika said, looking down at me in the eyes assuring me it;s okay to stop at any time.

“No, no. I want to.” I said, looking back up into his eyes and i open my legs under him.

He looks down under him to see i’ve opened for his access.

“Are you sure?” he said, grabbing my legs and pulling them over his shoulders.

“Yes!” I said, pulling him down on me to kiss him.

He slowly thrusts into me back and forth for the first time and i let out a moan.

“Harder!” I said moaning.

Mika thrusts harder and somewhat faster. He breaks another kiss and pulls up to see the action for a moment. He throws his head back and moans and then looks back down at me and back at the action between us.

I moaned loudly again and i grab the sheets out of pleasure. He gets faster and deeper with every thrust and then i let out a scream that i’ve been holding in for minutes. Mika comes back down to me and slows down to kiss me and we both moan in each others mouths with every thrust. By this time i was heavily breathing, and i bring my mouth to his ear.

“Give me all you’ve got.” I whispered into his ear, trying to keep from moaning again.

“God that was sexy.” he moaned, while grabbing my breasts and pounding faster and harder until we started to sweat.

Second later we were drenched in sweat. Even his curls.

I finally started to come and I moaned breathlessly. Soon after so did Mika. He closed his eyes tight, bit his lip, and moaned the loudest and sexiest moan i’d ever heard and fell on top of me. He rolled to my side and we looked at each other with eyes fixed in lust and amazement at one another’s performance.

I smiled to him and he smiled back as I turned over. Mika scooted closer to me to the point where we were spooning. He put his arm over me and kissed my shoulder.

“That was indescribable.” he whispered into my ear, while fixing my hair behind it.

“You were indescribable.” I said, looking back at his pleasant smile, that which lead me to smile.

Mika turns me over to face him and he kisses me on the forehead, pulls the covers over us, and wraps his arms around me and closes his eyes with a faint smile still on his face and falls asleep, i can’t help but smile again and go to sleep as well.

(jesus christ i hope you guys liked that. i was tired as fuck and worked on it since like 4:30 this morning. It’s 14 til 8AM now…ha.) 

so about 3 1/2 weeks ago i left the group because of writers block and because my previous story got ruined by some bully.

BUT! in those long weeks, about 4 days ago i came up with a better and more adventurous story. :D

and in a few hours i’ll have it posted. 

i will have this story up by 8:00 AM CST this morning, in America just for YOU GUYS that have been patiently awaiting at least a story!

And i’ll be at my mothers work all day tomorrow and i’ll have my notepad with me writing the next one for later tonight. :)

so! here goes!

I just have no inspiration for it anymore.

And so im just gonna leave the admin group. but i changed my mind. i don’t want anyone finishing my stories. leave them be but don’t delete them.

Because later on down the road i might come back and decide to finish them. :)

With all my love and inspire to those who are writer’s-blocked,

—No_Longer_Mika’s_Ginger

<3 <3 <3

i had to shut it down and lost the story.

but it wasn’t good anyway, i wasn’t inspired.

it’ll be here by saturday, i’ll try guys.

Just don’t be surprised if it isn’t.

—Mika’s_Ginger

I woke up in a hospital room, around me there was Mika and his mom, Joanie. It was about 11pm, they were sitting on a couch next to my bed, maybe sleeping, maybe just resting. But they didn’t seem to notice when I opened my eyes. My eyes were wandering through the room. Where was I? How did I got here? How long I’ve been here? Did they stopped touring because of me?

Finally, Mika opened his eyes and saw me. He smiled widely and then woke his mom so she could see me for herself. She smiled excited and then stood up, walking towards me.

”Oh! Darling is so good to see you’re awake! Mika has been crying for you so much! We’re so happy to have you back!” she said.

”Ok mom you need to shut up” Mika answered while  he stood up, blushed.

”Hi Joanie. Hi Mika. Where am I?” I was still a bit lost.

”You’re in a hospital, we’re still in London, sweetie” he said, holding my hand.

”What happened with the tour?” 

”We had to stop it for a bit”

”What? Mika, no! This isn’t fair, I’m holding you back. You need to leave as soon as possible”

”No, love. Do you think I’m just going to leave you here in some Hospital? You don’t even know which hospital you are in, Katie” 

”You should leave now” was all I managed to say. I felt a tear coming down my cheek and I rapidly dried it. If he saw me crying he wouldn’t want to leave.

”Katie. I don’t think you understand the magnitude of my love for you.” he said, leaning closer to my face, ”I love you. And I love you so much. Since the first moment, since two years ago when you were just a face between the crowd, since  I handed you a signed picture of myself, since you decided to meet me in the back door when all you had was a message from a stranger. I love how you sing in the shower, and dance when you brush your teeth, and how you hum yourself quietly while you cook, and how you cry at the end of a good book, because you get too attached to the characters. I love how you look when you sleep, and how you bite your lip when you’re nervous, or when you like to be lonely. I love when you dream, when you spread love through the streets and I also love you when you hate the world. I love all of you. All of your little pieces, all of your flaws. And I’m not leaving you here by yourself”

Then he whipped another tear from my face. I didn’t know what to say. I was just left speechless.  Mika looked behind him, realizing his mother was still there, and he blushed. 

”You know Katie? The first day I thought you were just a one night stand my son was having. But now…” Joanie said, smiling.

”I think we never got any formal presentation. Hello, my name is Katie, I’m your son’s girlfriend.” I said, stretching my hand to her. She shook it.

”Well, nice to meet you Katie. I’m Mika’s mom, Joanie” I smiled. 

A little later, the doctor came to check on me. Apparently I had suffered a strong concussion and I had been in bed for three days. But I was okay now. And I could go home tomorrow in the morning. 

Then, Jimmy, Erika, and Cherisse came in to see me. They surrounded my bed and started to ask questions, and telling me everything that had happened while I was gone. I just stood there looking at all of them. Who were all of this people? Did I really knew them? I thought I did. But now I knew Ida and Jimmy were together against me. It was about time for me to find out everyone else’s dark secret. 

”Are you okay, little sis?” Jimmy said to me, realizing I wasn’t paying attention. He used to call me that way, little sis. We were such good friends that we played like we were brothers. But now, I just felt like all of those memories were fake.

”Yes, but I’m still a little bit lost” I said.

”Hmm…How much medicine had they gave you? Doctor! What did you put in here?” he said, pointing at the serum.

I laughed sadly. 

They left at midnight. Then they turned off the lights at my room, because I needed to get up early for tomorrow. Mika laid in the couch next to the bed, seeming really uncomfortable.

”Hey” I whispered. He opened his eyes confused. Maybe he thought I wasn’t awake. ”Want to come over here?” 

He smiled to me and got up the couch, walking towards me to place himself in my bed, not without first struggling with some of the cables. We rolled so we faced each other. He grabbed a lock of hair and put it behind my ear, kissing me sweetly, rubbing his hand along my waist and back. I buried my face on his chest, and then I fell asleep. When I woke up, he wasn’t there, just like the day after our first date. I think it was starting to become a habit to him, disappearing in the mornings. But just a little later, he entered the room, dressed in different clothes and with a bag on his right hand.

”Good morning sleeping beauty! I brought you some clothes” he said while he walked to me. ” I didn’t know what to choose so I just brought a lot of random things so you could choose”

I smiled shyly. ”Thank you”

He approached me and sat on the edge of my bed. ”You know? Jimmy talked to me today”

Oh no. What had Jimmy said to him? Probably bad stuff. Bad stuff about me, because, as far as I knew, Jimmy was on Ida’s side.

”What did he said?” I replied, trying to stay calm.

”What really happened on those stairs” 

A lot of different scenarios ran trough my head. Ida and I fighting and me tripping, me trying to attack Ida and her acting on self-defense. There was a lot of things Ida and Jimmy could come up with.

I looked down and bit my lip. ”Shit” I though, cause that little gesture told Mika I was nervous, feeding Ida’s story. He lift up my chin with one finger.

”Why didn’t you told me Ida had pushed you?”

I opened my eyes widely, forming confusion in my eyes. Why would Jimmy say something like that? He had just give himself and Ida up. It just didn’t make sense. I soon realized Mika was still there, demanding my answer. Which he wouldn’t get.

”Did he told you anything else?” I said really fast.

”Yes, after that he heard a scream, YOUR scream and ran to the stairs. He saw you laying on the foot of the stairs and he started screaming to Ida, but before he could call for some help she tried to…well, let’s say ‘convince’ him.”

I started crying, burring my face in my hands and leaning on his shoulder. Why had I ever doubted Jimmy? There was no logical reason. I was so stupid. I was a monster. And now I hated myself. 

He caressed my back. ”Is there something you want to tell me?”

The weight of everything fell on my shoulders, and I told him everything, everything since that afternoon in the bar.

”But please, please, do me a favor. Don’t fire Ida”

”What?” He said, a little confused and a little mad. He stood some seconds thinking about it but then he agreed, sighting and giving me a sweet kiss. I grabbed his face with one hand and buried the other in his curled hair. I hadn’t kissed him in days, so I pretty much missed him. It was him who had to separate his lips from mine, because otherwise, I wouldn’t have.

”Okay, pretty girl, I think we better take this home” he said between giggles. ”Can you wait until then?”  

I nodded ashamed. The truth was, I was desperate for him, for his touch. 

I proceed to dress up, and he patiently waited for me. Then we left the hospital. It was nice seeing his car again, I missed the way his perfect hair blowed with the wind when he drove.

”Have I ever taken you to my place? I mean, my REAL place, not the apartment I share with my family.” he said.

”No, but that would be nice”

He smiled at my answer, not taking his eyes from the road. We finally got to a one story white house with a dog in the front yard. It started barking and hopping as soon as Mika park in the front.

”That’s Melachi, my dog” he said, while he opened the door for me.

”Melachi? What kind of name is that?” I said jokingly while we walked to the porche.

He opened the gate while he looked at me and said a sarcastic ”Oh, Shut up!”

As soon as Mika opened the gate, Melachi threw herself to him, moving her tale side to side and licking all over his face. 

”She doesn’t get to see me a lot” he said, smiling widely at the dog, ”Melachi, I want you to meet Katie, she’s staying over” And soon, the dog approached me and greeted me, while I petted her.

”Oh, so I’m staying over?” I said ironicaly.

”Honey, I think you decided that since we were in the hospital”

Touché. I hated giving him the reason but there was no way I could deny that. I followed him inside the house. It seemed bigger on the inside. He had wooden floor and a fireplace, and of course, a piano in the middle of the living room. He left the bag on the wooden floor and then turned around to kiss me, rounding me with his arms. We took our coats off until we were only left in shirt and jeans, but not for so long, because next, Mika unbuttoned and pulled down my pants. He lifted me with his strong arms while I jumped over him and rounded him with my legs and held to his shoulders. We kept kissing passionately while he unconsciously  walked around the room, until we got to the piano in the middle of the room and he finally put me down, landing on the keys and making a loud sound of many keys pressed at the same time. He placed himself between my legs while I took off his shirt and he took of mine. He placed both of his hands on my face and separated his lips from mine, only one inch to breathe.

”I love you” he whispered to mouth.

I opened my eyes and stared right into his honey eyes, hypnotized for a couple of seconds. ”Me too” I replied, pushing him strongly into my mouth again.

I placed both of my hands on his chest, and slowly they moved down, until I found his crotch. I unzipped his pants and pulled them down, and next I did the same with his underwear. I grabbed his manhood, already hard as a rock and began stroking on it with my right hand. He began kissing me harder, occasionally breaking our kiss to mouth a low ”Yes”. That turned me on even more, so I began stroking on him even harder, making him completely throw his head back in pleasure, allowing me to kiss, suck, and bite to his neck. I carefully stopped when I knew he was close to coming. I wanted to leave him wanting more. He looked back at me breathing heavily, and kissed me fiercely, lifting me up again to take me to the bedroom. 

We got there and he carefully placed me on the bed, while he put himself on top of me, and took off my panties. Then, I rapidly rolled so I was the one on the top, sitting on his stomach with my legs open. I put my hands on the pillow over his head and started kissing him, while he caressed my back with his long finger, sending shivers up and down my spine. My arms surrendered to his tender touch, and I collapsed on his chest, still kissing him. He put his arms around me, pressing me strongly against him, and the whispered to my ear ”Baby, please”

”Please what?” I asked, I wanted to tease him.

”Just do it” 

”Do what?” I said, smiling evilly. 

”Just…do me” he said, pressing his mouth against mine again, giving me just one short kiss. Then, I proceed to sit straight, in position (while he was still laying on the bed under me), and I let his stud manhood slid inside me. He rolled back on top. He liked to be on top. And he started pounding me slowly, and sighting deeply. He started to go faster on me, putting my legs above his shoulders. It all became faster, deeper, better, louder. And we came, letting out a loud moan.  

”Oh God” he said, collapsing next to me. ”Oh God that was good. I missed you so much” 

I laughed and he kissed me, picking me up under my legs and shoulders and lifting  me over with sheets and all, and he proceed to go to the living room. He turned on the chimney, and sat on his armchair, with me still on top of him, in a way in which my feet hanged in the right arm of the chair, and he was able to hug me while he covered me with the sheets. We were both still completely naked, and the sheet was the only thing covering us.

”Promise me something” he says.

”What?” 

”That you will never leave”

I took a minute to analyze the question, I didn’t know why, because I already had the answer a long time ago.

”I promise” I say.

”With your heart?”

”Yes…with all of it” And I lean my head on his chest, burying it in his neck, hearing only the sound of wood burning in the chimney and his heartbeat.